I wish I was exhausted over working too hard at the job, but nope...Today was the first day with just Daddy and daughter day. Maybe I should have slept more last night because I'm exausted. To those family, friends or just others, that dont have kids that talk about how you should play with your child 24/7 and how much you will appreciate them and spend every waking moment making sure theyre comfortable.... just dont know. I think probably its because shes also an infant... I really want her to get to the toddler stage where the great things happen. Right now I know she takes in info, but she is like a little lump :) not really doing much, but she has come along way since birth.

Ok we also went to Target which compounded the tiredness. I think I may have just overextended myself. Tomorrow is going to be such a lazy day. I'm also going to bed alot earlier for the 4am feeding. Right now, I can't even think about money. I didn't think that was possible. Current checking account for month of May, $847.21